Cathy, and Gary

[Dick]

Hello Dick
you can pass it on to all who knows or knows of me.
but the sad thing is I lost my Cathy today.I tried to be selfish and when i figured it out i had the Dr bring her out just enough to talk to me for a few minutes. well i was wrong and will have to live with that but not as bad as you would think. I told the Dr that yea i wanted her tacked. Keeping to myself that she is a DNR. I didn't tell anyone but when she was awake i asked her what she wanted. her words were small short and to the point and hit me like a ton a bricks. i asked first do you want to be tracked she shook her head no! so i was going to have them do it anyway but then thought about it and did a lot of praying.
I decided that i would grant her last wish no mater how bad it hurt and that she deserved much more respect that what i had to offer or wanted to offer i just wanted her here with me. she whispered I LOVE YOU and i held her hand and we all decided that we was not going to do it on Valentines so come Tuesday Morning we are going to pull the tube from her throat and talk to her a long as she could but if she shows a sigh no mater how small we was going to put her back under and let her go peacefully. I have never in my life hurt so bad and I am X Military. I want her here so bad but know that it will never be again but i will at least get to hold her hand and tell her of my love before it is over and i hope we can both find something beautiful in that alone.I need to break down but have not yet but when i talk on the phone i loose it lol go figure. I can now tell you with all certainty that real Men DO CRY
take care Buddy and sorry to on a term like that but i am feeling better. I will be back online soon just as regular as i was before because i dont have nothing to do anymore lol i am so used to taking care of my love that i forgot about me and now i am lost

[garylcsr]

thanks dick and like i said just as soon as i find the peace in me that i need i will be back
Gary

[smed]

Please accept my deepest condolences.

[GarryN]

Please accept my deepest condolences.

[coppercoins]

As I sit here and read this I cannot help but shed a tear for you. It is the most awful thing in the world having to face the reality that we all die at some point, but to read the words of someone facing that very fact is moving. Thank you for sharing it here, and thank you for being in our midst. Please take care and do what is necessary to mend your heart as best possible. We are here, and we will be here when you return - whenever that is.

[ken]

Gary,I too have a few tears in my eyes reading your note .Again,be strong and think of all the beautiful memories,that will keep her near you always.My deepest condolences.God Bless

[Bob P]

At times, it seems unfair. Your heart is is the right place Gary, and your love for Cathy is so strongly visible to us who don't know you or Cathy personally. Please accept my condolences as well. It has bee difficult, but in my mind, you are making the right decisions.

[Dick]

Gary, I need your full address, so I can give it to Bobby131313. He just asked me for it, but I won't pass it along, without your permission.
You have my condolences, and have had my shoulder, from day one. It is not easy, but we all will walk that road, and then we too will be amongst our long lost loved ones, again. Keep your chin up, head high, and do what ever it takes to let her go. It is GOD'S will, and it will be done.

[errorfinder]

My deepest condolences.God Bless you and keep Cathy till you re-join her ; in his abode, prepared for you both ~ beforehand ~ . . . Thee all~^~mighty's peace be with you ... For those of you here i'll share that Gary's words to me today were "there is peace now,she is no longer in pain"